A Marriage, A Union

You are Mermaid Sashimi, and he's the food critic.
Live a lie. I'm glad I found my truth.

My eyes can't see past the horizon,
and yet my grim determination pursues the future.
This gaze is set to the final extremity.
The utterance of my life.

If only you could see the dream that I see.
It's a vision that hinders the thoughts of my mind,
that hinders the beat of my heart.
And yet I want it all the same.

God I'm ready to sleep, but keep me awake before I reach the horizon.
So I can leave a trail behind me.

My intrepid resolution -

- Fall into my open arms again and again.
Build a nest in the warmth of my beating heart and then,
Rip into the confines of my chest and plant your soul inside.
Eat away and share with others the things that we confide.
You were the sole harbinger of my demise,
and yet I walked forward beside the lord of flies.
The day I gave death the Kansas City shuffle
is the day I learned that your cries of love,
were truly only lust in the voice of a muffle.

It's hard for me to love a race that constantly dissapoints me with their selfish lifestyles.
Empty words, shallow eyes, and the mind of an introvert.
How do I stop myself from lashing out?
I watch the people who claim they are Christians.
I watch as they outwardly exclaim their love for God and forget to truly inwardly exclaim such a love.
Growing tired of one thing and wanting another thing.
People seek to acquire, where as I seek to lose.
Christians..God-lovers. You look to make a profession out of your love.
You seek to gain money by using your Creator.
I pray I die with nothing that this planet has to offer me, because it is all fake.
What is the next chapter in my life?
I think the next chapter in my life is the sequel to my bitter heart. To lash out, and strike at a world I cannot stand.
I hope the closing chapter is a heart filled with love, eased by the hands of He who created me.